Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in deadbraincelz's LiveJournal:

Sunday, October 10th, 2004
12:14 pm	I love Catalina.. Those were the days good times with KP (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 7th, 2004
3:27 pm	i dont want to grow up Current Mood: sad Current Music: backstreet boys (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, August 20th, 2004
12:40 pm	poem They ask me why I do it and to be honest I dont really know why all I know is that this razor blade helps the painful days go by You will never understand it unless you've felt what I now feel its like my soul has been severely crushed and nothing else will make it heal the only way I can numb the sadness is by directing the pain to other body parts, within seconds I feel it across my wrist .....instead of in my heart please....I dont ask for your acceptance and its not attention that I thrive Its just that the pain I feel when I cut myself is the only thing that makes me feel alive (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 11th, 2004
8:03 pm	blah Ok so melo isnt really working, so Im going to start using this alot more. But what sucks is no one visits my LJ... so yea :( (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003
11:49 pm	shawn this girl never fails to intrigue me and thats what i love about her (1 Comment |Comment on this)